Maybe it is the line of work I am in, but everywhere I go I hear it, "If I won the lottery I would do such and such......" most of the time, they would not be doing what they are doing now. What they are doing now is putting in time, just like me. They work at something that is not their passion and yet due to economic reasons they can't quit.
All over the world, there are hoards of us going to work already mentally exhausted. We want to get to the end of the week.....and why? Because we are not working at something that gives us any true satisfaction. For that we have the weekend. We do the things we love on our days off.
Tomorrow, a co-worker and I will both return to work after being on vacation. I can speak for myself and I think for her as well when I say that we would both rather be somewhere else. We work in a highly competitive field, that of technology. The entire culture is built around being better, faster and cheaper than our competitors. And that ideology trickles down to us, the employees.
We feel we have lost our value. Our identity.
We can never be satisfied with what we were last year, last month, last week. That can really wreak havoc on your mental state. This is not to say that we don't appreciate our jobs, we do. Each day I thank God for the job He has given me, and yet each day I ask myself, how can I glorify God in my workplace when I am in the midst of burnout?
And why do so many work all their lives to retirement in jobs that they feel passionless about?
What is it about the American dream that is so alluring, so compelling, that we are willing to sacrifice what we love on its altar in order to get it? I have owned very beautiful homes, one of them in a pine forest on a custom lot with three stories reaching to the sky. But the truth is, this little two bedroom place has felt more like home.
I have learned to be content with less. I have grown close to the Lord here, it is a happy, peaceful place.
This week I will spend 48 hours of my life at work. It is 48 hours I will never get back. I think about all the people I have heard who have quit their day jobs and followed their passions. I remember the story of the big CEO who lost his job, went to work at Starbucks, found his life, and wrote a bestselling book about it.
By writing this post I am acting on my passion, but the challenge remains, how do I put that same passion into what I will be doing for 12 hours tomorrow?
Again I think, we were made for more than this.
We were made for abundant life................Jesus promised it.
The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I have come that they may have life, and have it to the full. John 10:10