Therefore do not be unwise, but understand what the will of the Lord is. Ephesians 5:17
I slept late because I took a Walmart sleep aid. I missed prayer this morning......and running. That threw me all off.
Then I was messing around with the template and header on my blog yesterday and messed it up. So now it is beautifully off centered.....and the lettering is also not centered. Bless Dusty Rayburn for sending me the code. I know what he sent was right because he is a very smart guy, and a techie. But I put the code in and nothing changed.
And I decided that was okay because my life is very much like my crooked blog header right now. A beautiful picture but gloriously off center. Not perfect. So I decided to leave it like that as a reminder.
"How did you love today?"
At the close of each day it's what I ask myself. It seems more often than not there is a big fat red "F" on the report card in my heart. Mentally I check off everything I did wrong. I see fail after fail. Glaring at me from inside their smug little boxes.
We need to ask ourselves the hard questions as Christians. That was what came out of the church service on Sunday morning and ever since, I have wondered. Have I fit Jesus into a comfortable niche in my life? Am I a "friend" or "follower" like on Facebook or Twitter, or am I a Disciple?
Disciple has definite connotations.
I felt the weight of it all as I stepped out the door to finally go running. I needed it to clear my head, and heart. And as I ran, something happened. I felt it lift. As I heard the words to East and West, I felt the warm oil of His grace from the top of my head all the way down to my toes.
It was like the oil I was anointed with once for sickness. And now I was feeling the healing of His Grace all over again.
Grace that is always greater than all my sin.
And where grace enters in, He always brings His love with it.
Oh God, this is it. Thank you, thank you, thank you, thank you, for the assurance I am still and always Your child.
Only in Jesus can I be that picture of perfection. God sees my heart. The truth is, there is a lot I will get wrong today too, but there are some things I will get right.
I will get up and try again tomorrow with Jesus. And I thought another thing too this morning. That like Alzheimer's? Once we confess to God, he not only forgives, He forgets all about it.
He has given me a living, breathing example of that right in my own home.
I guess you could say that God has a form of Alzheimer's too when it comes to our sin.
As far as the east is from the west, So far has He removed our transgressions from us. Psalm 103:12